The coolness in this room says what I feel
The heat in my heart isn't sure what's real
The pain in my head is easily explained
I lost my mind when it brought up your name
As the sun rises and falls like a wave
Your company is the only commodity I crave
I see my feelings waver like a seismograph
The light I see in you is what I wish to craft
No matter how many numerous dreams
My feelings will never be real it seems
The passage of life is short and sharp
My thoughts aren't played like notes on a harp
I long to see a day where I can thrive
But how will I reach that day without a drive
In my life there's been heartache and pain
Why can't I escape the allure of your name
My pursuit of happiness ends with you
If it doesn't end then what will I do
I know that my time will soon come
But everyday without you I will still be numb
The medium I use will never reach your ears
How can you be the source of all my fears
If I change one thing I would change myself
No amount of riches could equal your wealth
I'm without the tools to turn back time
I guess I'll be the one who's stuck in grime
I lose myself in typing this tapestry out
Will you be astonished or simply pout
I struggle with how I've felt within
Can I finally finish or did I just begin
Through all of my lies and claims
All I want is for you to remember my name
It's the hardest thing I've ever had to do
Coming to terms that I can't love you
In my rough seas of regrets and shame
All I can seem to catch anymore is your name
My walls are blank of any of your work
The egregious regrets are all that lurk
I wish I could go back to that fateful day
And wipe all my memories of you away