Alphabet Soup
Not sure if I’m the biggest creep or the biggest fool
Not sure if it’s that deep or if everything’s cool
Another peek to see if you came back
Another week where it’s you that I lack
Don’t know if it’s just better this way
Don’t know if my mind will let you stray
Can’t escape thinking it could’ve been love
Can’t escape getting burned by the sun above
Where is the solution to all this
Where do I exchange this hurt for bliss
Growing tired of this mental habit
Growing tired of this stew of rabbit
Have little more to think of on this day
Have little reason for your burrow to stay
Quite the hole you’ve dug into me
Quite more irritating than I want it to be
Maybe I’ll revise my one track mind
Maybe it would be better to go blind
Very worn out by all the dreams
Very worn out like popular memes
Better to have had something than nothing
Better to lose all your chips while bluffing
Remember the days I was so glad
Remember the days I was so sad
Sometimes I wish we never met
Sometimes I’m my biggest regret
Under all this fog it never seems clear
Under the gristle all that remains is fear
In some ways I’m grateful you’re gone
In some ways I’m just a great con
Forget how things used to be
Forget that you ever knew me
X-ray can’t diagnose a broken heart
X-ray can’t take me back to the start
Just annoyed our bridge will never mend
Just annoyed I can never be your friend
Knowing this is just another waste
Knowing this is bland as paste
Perhaps I’ll just move on soon
Perhaps I’ll just fly to the moon
Examine the reasons you live like you do
Examine the reasons why I’ll never love you
You know you can’t run from fate
You know that you found it too late
One day you can’t feel anything but joy
One day you can’t help but feel like a toy
Zebras don’t get to change their stripe
Zebras don’t choose to become tripe
There is very little for me left to say
There is very little I want more than our be to start with may
Letters don’t decide where they come and go
Letters like U and I together, who would ever know