Where will you be when I fall
I can barely sustain a crawl
In my heart there is so much pain
I hope some love could one day remain
I'm lying here patiently in wait
Maliciously waiting for you to take the bait
I see what I've become to everyone
Not a friend or a loved one
My mind races around a mental track
When can I take who I am back
I look back at all my shattered dreams
Shining with hope like headlight beams
Who can I share my feelings with
Who can I get a birthday gift
What did I do to end up here
Do I know how to fight all this fear
Will you be there to brighten my day
Or will your judgement lead me astray
I can't find what I once called my home
My psyche is as fragile as a mansion of styrofoam
I'm here to help anyone, anywhere, anytime
But when will someone help me and my mind
I can see now that I am lost without others
I have no one who loves and listens like sisters or brothers
What more do I have to say to reach you
Even if you listen to me what would you do
Everything I've said is meaningless
Will I forever be in pain or will I find bliss